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Adoption-Giving Up Your Child I am an adoptee (from birth) and I have given a child up for adoption. Having experienced both ends of adoption I am in a uniquely qualified position to give some perspective on both. Six months after my abortion I got pregnant again. It was an antibiotic thing again but thisContinue reading “Unplanned Prengnacy, Part II”

The Choices We Have I was eighteen the first time I got pregnant. I was on the pill but had also taken antibiotics and did not know how they affected the pill. I was scared, unsure of what to do next. You see, at eighteen I was naive and horny and had been fooling aroundContinue reading “Unplanned Pregnancy, Part I”

Today is day three of quitting smoking for the umpteenth time. I’m cranky and restless, I can’t seem to sit still for more than five seconds at a time. Though this post will be published all at once I can assure you I’ve taken ten thousand or so breaks. My partner, who hates smoking withContinue reading “Addiction Sucks”

One New Year’s Eve I experienced what may very well be the best way to describe the word alone. I was in weird place and in a polyamorous relationship with a married couple. They dragged me out for the night. We danced and mingled but my heart really wasn’t into it. The clock finally struckContinue reading “Singularly Utterly Completely Alone”

I want to share a song by one of the coolest bands ever (in my humble opinion). There is so much about this song that resonates deeply with me. I feel this song speaking for me, describing my mental and physical exhaustion from facing the never ending slew of assaults on my mental health. ItContinue reading “Psychic Wars”

If you’ve read my first blog post you know that I have had a lot of truama in my life. I feel I’ve been used and abused by most people in my life; my family, at school, romantic partners, I could go on but that is not the purpose of this post. This post isContinue reading “How Reading a Book Changed my Perspective on my Parenting”